Script by Heleen Mineur (2020)
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*story voice*
the following piece requires your full attention
please pay your full attention
(cuz I’m talking to you here)
*whisper (intense) voice* 2x
PLEASE DON’T SIT BACK AND RELAX...
*story (more ASMR) voice* edit
[You are - in a really calming space.
A really safe space, an unknown place
No, This is a happy place, a place that makes your skin tingle
yet inside there is a bubbling feeling.. it’s disturbing]
*story (more ASMR) voice* > not as scripted, really telling
There is an apple
but it’s not fresh
it’s rotten and the skin has turned blue ish. shiny blue ish.
it’s there and it’s the only fresh thing there.
It grows and it falls and grows, all by itself
Insects and flowers once covered the planet,
they’ve been passionately replaced by steampipes
and a void of human nausea.
*whisper (intense) voice*
She stormed out.
She stole all my apples and all I was left with were shitty melons.
They reeked like the past and the seeds were unbearable.
*story (more ASMR) voice*
We are eating soy crackers and cockroaches
since most beings are going extinct..
It’s all very crunchy
(I’m keeping a plastic shrimp as a pet)
*other voice* whisper
Did I become a chip or did we become a symbioses..
*story (more ASMR) voice* > more scripted
I think we saw what it was doing
it was making us confused and also so so happy, to feel this alive.
Delirium isn't always a bad thing...
“I was opening cans of chickpeas, I liked the salty mushiness of it eating it one by one
while watching the headlines, again and again.
*other voice* whisper
I thought at one point my blood was slowly transforming into chickpeablood….
Slimy yet clear”
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*other (phone) voice* up > someone else?
Hey, creature!
The trees are waiting to be hugged by your HOT HOT and SEXY body
A tiny peel of bark under a fingernail.
Peel it naked like a stripped potato!
Why not!
Maybe today is the day..
*other voice* whisper
1,2,3
Hey don’t go now..
I didn’t even start with the thing
*other (phone) voice* up > someone else?
I can’t remember the last day we took some rest
And I really miss CROISSANTS
*story (ASMR) voice*
I go and I go and I go
I sleep and I eat a powdered meal
I go and I go and I go
and I eat a powdered meal.
*story (ASMR) voice*
POST CONTAMINATED WEEDS WERE kept alive by nutrients i dunno where they come from..
And what about me?
And what about you!
*other voice (phone) up*
last year I ate the last piece of cheese wrapped in a piece of wax
*other voice* whisper + *other voice (phone) up*
You are a melodramatic mess!
*other voice (phone) up*
i go and i go and i go
and I wanted to sleep in the forest last night
it’s fucking free
*story (ASMR) voice*
once things got contaminated we realised it wasn’t really right all this time
the dark part of the soul returned through the through the blossoming cracks of capitalism
while you were scrolling away your confusement you were missing out on the hours you could spent in bed with various lovers
*other voice (phone) up*
I make thick sanitiser Smelly sanitiser Harsh sanitiser
Very very very wet sanitiser
Dry hands, my hands are dry waiting to be touched
1,2,3,4
-
*other voice (phone) up*
SYNTAX IS THE NEW SLANG
I once gave birth on the pavement right outside my house
The bees circling around your body
The humid mist made it all very steamy..
The garden slowly then turned into sticky honey..
*story voice* fast pace
my dearest sweet peach
I am writing you because I have not written to you for so long and sweetheart, that is not because I stopped loving you. I am simply overflown with dm’s and newspaper subscriptions and my small heart has been given up on me. No amount of amphetamines can handle this amount of stimulation, although I am addicted. I am very. I love my self care, i love my hydrolic acids and oils, but I love my buzzers. I have been inside for a few months and honestly it’s been lovely to be without my friends. I am swallowed up in thinking of small tasks and micro managing/ routes of guilt.
I know we haven’t been making out in a long time because I am too frazzled to kiss, but you know behind this bio cotton face mask there is a lover waiting for you and your softly shaven skin. or sake and you can see my lovely garden I made with leftover kitchen scraps. We could adopt a baby from an iron tank/cocoon although that still really scares me.
We could watch Goop together or masturbate to Shane in 2003 and we could be very happy.
We could be very happy
*other voice (phone) up*
I go and I go and I go
I sleep and I eat a powdered meal
I go and I go
and I eat a powdered meal
*other voice (phone) up*
just took my morning molly
will tell you later how it payed off!
*other voice (phone) up*
I felt tiny tiny arms of the centipede poking into my belly when moving across my front body, it’s small noisy sounds make me feel at home although I know he is almost going
It’s lights died out. They stopped with the searches.
But he was sweet, and I miss him.
*other voice (phone) up*
Oo oo the sweet relief , a sweet dream, of enjoying ‘the small moments’
if you wanna be healed you would go for that
fine fescue, not perennial ryegrass, tall fescue will catch spiders, kentucky blue grass
that’s why im talking about yes, grass
*other voice (phone) up*
I think I am desperately in need of a new dogma
can you birth me one
*other voice* whisper
1,2,3,4,5
*other voice* whisper
I am missing the seas the salmons the starfish
Your belly is fighting against small electronics
Fruits disappeared right in front of you.. fuck
and
I forgot to work out for the last 100 days..
*other voice (phone) up*
mother may I?!
VARIOUS*other voice (phone) up*
Fake shimp says hi!
Did you see the shrimp?
Did you see the fish?
Uhhh I wish I didn’t take that straw..
*other voice* whisper
1,2,3
*story (ASMR) voice*
I Can’t believe you laid eyes on that fake pill right there
I’d rather do herbology but you know what, it’s all going too slow.
You’re asking me to suck dry that aspirin plant?
Did i take that pill
*other voice* whisper
or was that yesterday
*other voice (phone) up*
progression is a spiral
*other voice* whisper
Inside milk are growing these tiny mushrooms
Taking liquid to trees and dried up lands
Hoping to feed again and again
The dried ponds, the dried up gardens
Like you told me before
*(rhytmic) voice*
Cauliflower Condoms
Magnesium capsules
Warm peanut butter sitting on a celery stick
yummy raisins drifting on top
Nipples are dripping
Flip flops are flipping
Horny flowers are dripping …
drip drip
Shrooms growing on radioactive mud.
*other voice* whisper
It’s just a starfish sogging in the mud
Sog away my luv